I don't even know what to name this new post. Anyway, today was an okay day. I don't know. I had a fun time with Danielle just watching stupid videos and laughing, but my mom has seriously been crazy. I get that she's worried but I don't ever get to take risks when I'm within her supervision. I understand that this is my junior year... I have SAT, I have AP classes, but I still want to have fun. (This is the one of the main reasons I want to leave CA for college). She's been constantly bugging me about a college that she loves, but I am not interested in whatsoever. I'm not going to a literal arts school where the only major I can probably willing to take is art. I like art but a life of it? It used to sound appealing, but not so much anymore. I can still do graphics on the side, take a minor in art, but a major? I don't think so. These are the times I wish I had an older brother or sister, so my mother already pestered them about colleges and I could just listen.

So that takes care of two parts of my title. Pain... well, the right side of my jaw has been hurting non-stop for the past few days. I've been sore from dance and such, but it hurts to yawn or even open my mouth. I don't want to go to the doctor, but I'm worried. GAH. Oh well. I guess I'll just have to persevere through it.

Another pain in my life is actually in dance. This cocky ass bastard in my class, Elijah, is just... UGH. I don't know. He's a sophomore who thinks he is all that. He refuses to let us ask for help from others because he thinks we can choreograph the whole dance by ourselves, yet he does NOTHING to help. Then today, I have my DSLR camera and that fucking bastard whines "just because you have a DSLR, doesn't make you a photographer." No. Really? Does it look like I fucking care? No. I'm sorry that this is the camera I prefer to use, you little dick. What pissed me off even more was how he basically tried to yank it out of my hand when the camera strap was around my neck, saying "I can help you work it." YOU COCKY LITTLE DOUCHEBAG, I HAVE THIS CAMERA. YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING USE IT? I'M OLDER THAN YOU, CAN I HAVE A LITTLE FUCKING RESPECT PLEASE? I will gladly kick him in the balls if someone asks me to.

I'm sorry for the amount of curse words I used, but this is my blog and I will fucking cuss as much as I fucking want.

I still am not happy with that fucking bastard.

Today, the plan was to go to a dance team audition, then go to a wedding. Take out the audition, then you have my day. The wedding was beautiful, honestly. It was right by CalTech at this place called The Athenaeum. It was so beautiful. I felt as if it was an Italian Villa with a small California Mission vibe. The ceremony was beautiful and the bride was even more so. It was small, so there was only one other girl that was younger than me. I think she and I were the only ones under the age of 20. I helped out with the reception. Don't even get me started on the dinner. The food was amazing. I'm so full right now. I just wish there was a dance floor so we can all dance, but the bride is asian and asian traditions were incorporated into this wedding. (Amy is chinese, Matt is white). All in all, it was a beautiful day. Congrats to the newly weds and have fun in Spain!